I don’t even know where to begin
All I know is that I want to get a grip on myself.
My anxiety has been so bad.
My emotions have been everywhere.
And sometimes I feel like my chest is going to implode.
I find myself crying when I am alone.
I find myself utterly sensitive to the energies around me.
One moment I am happy and the next, anger, sadness, frustration rage.
I hate this…. I hate this.
My soul is desperate for change.
I want to know what it’s like to feel stable.
I hate feeling like such a wreck.
Perhaps its only a season or moment in time.
All I want is to break free. And not be dominated by this internal, unstable and insecure war inside me.
I want to get to the bottom of this, one breath at a time, one step at a time.